I have GOT to find a way over this. I get it, it’s over all I want is to get over it but Damn it’s been a week and half in this stupid depression, I just want to get over this already. When I try not to think about him it;s when he most pops up there. I want to not think about him, I want to not feel anything for him anymore I just want to stop missing him so much. Fuck I hate this depression thing. When will it be over?