Oddly enough I am never excited to go to college. Well it’s not odd, there’s a whole population of people who’d rather do many other things than go to college. Still stating the fact does not change my thrive. I sit down on my computer and stare at it blankly for hours while I refill three water bottles and think about this every day. I think about it when i go to sleep, when I wake up, at class and apply each of the lessons I learn to the topic and figure out that the want is just not there. it’s gone.