I’m a Trip

I’m currently struggling with my emotions. Trying to figure out what I am. If I’m happy, sad, frustrated, conflicted or all of the above. I do feel extremely happy at times but then the late night thoughts hit you and the emotions when you’re alone at some point in the day hit you and you think you’re not as great as you thought. I honestly don’t know what it is I’m feeling so I’ll just stick to indecisive and stressed. Between personal issues and university exams, it’s so much to handle, then again I sit down and think: “Hey, this is life, right?”.

I try, I really do. I try to maintain happy but it kind of seems impossible for the moment. I feel like something is missing. Well, not one thing, several things. That is why I’m trying to maintain strong and keep moving to let time tell. Now, if you know me and you’re reading this post, don’t let it change your view of me. I’m still jolly ol’ Ron, just a typical girl who tends to have normal life crisis from time to time. Totally normal. No matter what, you’ll always see that big smile on my face and laughing at everything as if life is great, even though it is don’t get me wrong, but sometime’s I tend to look for things to distract me from the real issues going on. But I won’t let those little things get to me, NOPE.