It Is What It Is

Hm, where do I start? Let’s see, I started college, I began working, I’m hanging out a lot more with my favorite ladies, and meeting new people. College is a trip, I swear. Obviously it isn’t easy but it’s not impossible. I’ve been struggling with my Journalism class but hey, I didn’t expect it to be a piece of cake ya know? So far I’m doing well in the university. I actually love being there a lot more this year. I do get out late Tuesdays and Thursdays but I don’t mind. The best thing about this year is that I became closer with a colleague of mine, Xahomi. We’re literally together at all times in the university. In my free time I hit the gym and play basketball. Found my new hobbies! This past Thursday I decided to attend an audition for dancing in the university with Xahomi and it was a trip. It was nerve wrecking but I enjoyed it so much because I love dancing. They didn’t accept me in the team but I don’t care because that won’t stop me from doing my thang. Anyways, I now work in college and I feel good about that because I’m finally making my own money. Can’t wait to receive my check to save up and buy plane tickets to see my man and buy my own little things. Yes, I’ve cut people out of my life and that’s okay! I realized I only have 3 real friends and I know I can ride with them anytime.

I’ve met some new people and I’m feeling more confident this year. So much has happened during the Summer that I’m finally realizing who I am. I’m more laid back and just living life, laughing is what I do the most. I stopped going to my psychologist because I figured I don’t need it anymore and plus I don’t have the time. I said before I started I wanted to be more busy since last semester I had too much free time. Now in my free time I just play basketball, dance and go out to eat and gossip with the ladies. I’ve been hitting the gym much more now because I am determined to get my dream body and to feel in shape since I eat a bunch of crap and am so insecure about some aspects on my body. Estefanía handed Desireé and I her routine to gain weight and exercise so we plan on starting that this week so hopefully by December there’s a BIG change. It’s just so difficult to just stop drinking soda and eating big portions of food. We’re so skinny because we’re used to eating little portions of food but for me, when it comes to certain foods, I eat too much. ????

I’ll leave you guys with this post until then because I’m too involved with my homework, dancing and going out to catch up with my gals that I sometimes tend to forget to write but for me it’s better to do that, ya know, stop writing for a while so for when I begin to write again, I write a lot so you guys can stay entertained even though my life isn’t SO interesting, haha. ???? Until then my flawless viewers.