This morning I woke up and it was one of those days. I don’t even feel like getting out of my bed. Last night I dreamed about him, a lot of things, a lot of different scenarios both good and bad but at the same time, like a flash. I woke up with a gasp, I was seating cold and my heart was racing as if something had scared me. As I woke up I remembered all the dreams with exact detail, I had a complete memory of all I’d dreamed and with each passing memories I cried a little bit more. I looked down on myself and then rolled around until I was faced down. I dug my face into my pillow and drown it with tears. Crying no longer helps me feel better, only worse. As I dried my face and went to make breakfast the only thing on my mind were those memories. I tried t get them out, I tried not to think about them I tried to make them disappear. But the more I tried, the stronger they came back. They were more persistent and vivid each time. If my heart was broken before right now it’s in shreds and not even my closest friends have been able to cheer me up. I just want this to be over…

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