I decide not to go to the EDC this yeah because my boyfriend can’t afford to go so even though I was a few dollars short I stipped saving and said I can’t go I don’t have the money! So we planned to to the movies and what happens? Again el cabron de Popu comes around with his stupid heart break problems and tells my bf come with him and right after he tells him no cause he has no money again goes Popu and tells him I’ll pay for u and so right after the movies he’s go to EDC. It just gets me totally mad because I said I couldn’t go when in reality I could and had the money for and I really wanted to go this year cause I couldn’t go last year and because he invited me to go with him and so did a lot of my friends and plenty of my friends were gonna be there and when he said he couldn’t I said no so he wouldn’t feel bad, but now he’s going and I don’t have the money to go anymore so now I really can’t go. Not to mention that now even if I do get the money I can’t go or else, maybe (not sure if he will), he’ll think I’m super clingy so now I am forced to drive back home and stare at the ceiling while he parties in the party I really wanted to go to!

I don’t care that he goes and much less about he hanging out with his friends, that actually doesn’t bother me. I guess I’m just angry cause again becaue of stupid circumstances that have nothing to do with my bf or anyone else for that matter just me, I get left out at home alone again while everybody I know has the time of their lives. This just sucks, yo me voy pa’l carajo y que se joda el resto en verdad, yo no estoy pa bregar con esta mierda. Pal carajo en verdad, I’m out…